How is it feel.....?

How is it feel when your beloved boyfriend propose you to be his wife? Is it same when you planning future together?

How is it feel when he bring you to meet his parent? It is same when you bring him meet your parent?

How is it feel when his parent come over to your house, propose you to be their daughter in law, is it same when you get promoted in your company?

How is it feel when you get engage?

How is it feel when you getting married?

Well i always wonder, how do they feel and how they react when this happen to them. Most of them will said "Im the happiest gal in this world" is that true?

Why til now i cant get to feel this feeling? Is it difficult to have serious relation? Is it hard to have commitment?

I always afraid on attachment. I wonder if i can be gud wife and mother. But anyway, mungkin jodo aku masih belum sampai. Bila tiba saat dan tika itu, aku akan merasainya jua.... :)