Oh Ijat mesti tercengang... aku tidak tahu pun hal ni... sebenarnya ku nak bagi tahu... heheh tapi segan ar....
Zamani :- Ok... nak gi mana?
Me :- Nak gi cari tudung tuk raya...
Senyum kambing, laki aku senyum kelat...
Zamani :- Raya je pakai tudung?You kena BELI tudung ke? Baik pinjam kat ibu ke Fidah... kalau nak pakai raya je...
Me :- Eshhh mana la tahu hati ku terbuka nak pakai tudung...senang sikit, kan kan kan
Zamani :- Habis bilanya ayang nak pakai tudung???
Hanya tersengeh...
Me :- Yahhhhh gud question, but no answer...
Zamani :- Ermmm...
Org kata doa suami tu kalau betul2 berkad... doa-doa la selalu, buke pintu hati ku tuk bertudung... ok sayang??? Tah la... aku masih ragu2... dengan perangai aku macam gini, nak pakai tudung menutup kepala, tapi hati tak sesuci dan sebersih yang di gambarkan... ini pendapat aku la... jangan terasa lak... kan... bukan aku kata yang tak bertudung tu jahat atau jahil... tapi tah... ada masanya aku akan berubah ke arah kebaikan... apa lagi nak jadi ibukan... mesti la nak jadi role model ibu mithali kat anak... ngeh ngeh ngeh... verangan dulu ok
The Half Blood Princess
-With me,You'll Never Walk Alone-
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dear, i understand how u feel.
it doesn matter which comes first - tutup dulu ke nk perbetul diri ke,
clearly both can jalan seiring
who know, by covering the head, we'r also helping ourselve to avoid benda2 lagha, dan membawa kita mendekati benda2 yg baik? afterall, tudung itu kan tanda tingginya martabat wanita islam
-my honest five cents-
Che ta
Sbb tudung itu meninggikan martabat wanita islam la me teragak2 tuk pakai sbb takut mencacatkan martabat wanita islam tu... sbb rasa masih tak layak... but somehow, insya Allah... dlm masa terdekat ni may be, who know rezeki anak, and suami, me bertudung... ahahaha... insya Allah... doakan semoga pintu hati ni terbuka ye.
Hello there,
Regarding the Hijab issue...it somehow reminds me of my friend's almost similar dilemma...She is a girl with tudung almost all the time (sometime off of Hijab, but on rare occasions)...she is a kaki social girl, party-goer type of person - which i attribute to her very friendly + happy go lucky character...another friend of mine who is free-hair for most of the time, if compared to her, has more decent characters and hence more well-behaved if judged from one aspect...
so this girl with hijab one day asked my opinion about her decision to take off Hijab and to opt for not covering her head...maybe the feelings of guilty that her behaviour not concordance with the wearing of Hijab...then i asked her back, what made her all this while to wear the hijab..then she replied the reason being, the Hijab acted as a shield for her from doing any more sinful things-prevented her from neglecting her muslimah status, drink alcohol, involving with pre-marital sex...and more importantly as a reminder for her to do good things as required by islamic principles-which most of the time she half-heartedly did...in other words she wore the hijab all this while not to please other people, but to prevent her from deviate further than islamic principle...
so i told her, the answers to her own question can be only answered by herself...
so in other words, if you believe the reason for you not wearing the hijab because it's an act of disrespecting the status of Hijab, we would forever never wear the Hijab because we as human almost impossible to dissociate ourselves from mistakes...but ain't God's greatest gift is forgiveness?
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Hai... thanks for drop komen... well what u r saying is true... i totally agree dear... infact i also wearing hijab dulu... this is my personal view yah... kalau bole saya nak bertudung bila hati saya betul2 bersedia... that what i told my husband also... he can force me, if he wants to, but kalau bole saya nak sangat bertudung bila masa saya sendiri dah ready... melihat apa yang berlaku pada anak2 mude sekarang, dan melihat pada perangai saya, saya tak sanggup nak menjatuhkan martabat wanita islam... u know la even kalau kita tengok pun org yang melakukan kesalahan tu bertudung, kita sendiri tak salahkan individu tu,kan... but anyway thank you dear... insya Allah... doalah... semoga hati saya terbuka tuk bertudung... saya akan berubah, cume masa je... insya Allah
kak, biar ikhlas pakai tudung, bru best...
saya pun, silang celup jugekk... :)
tp, kan Dia maha tahu..;p
u dont have to publish this if u dont want to
this is my very own personal opinion, i dun love you less with, or without tudung :-) hehe
dulu me oso taknak pakai tudung, for the very same reason as yours.. konon aku tak cukup baik unt bertudung.. but, who says kena jadi baik dulu baru boleh pakai tudung?? first first i pikir, the order come from the above, and its wajib upon me. if i tak ikut, berdosa kan? dah la bukan cantik sgt pun rambut aku, buat org dok ngata je, pastu dpt dosa pulak tu.. so sapa yg rugi? akakkkk jugak.. hehe
bab 'baik' tu, rasanya tahap2 kita bukan la jahat sgt tera mana pun kan.. adventurous ajee.. haha
teringat kat kawan sorang ni, masa dia advise adik dia pakai tudung, adik dia ckp 'ala kak dulu pun tak pakai gak' to wic she replied 'sebab tu akak taknak adik buat silap mcm akak..' oouch..
and this another fren, dulu mmg kaki clubbing habis, cukup bengkek bila org dok tanya2 awat taknak pakai tudung..she said she'l do it when she's ready.. alhamdulillah lepas study, she met her husband cikgu kafa, and now so sweet bertudung..
while another fren, elok2 bertudung, got married to younger man and tudung started to trebang, sebab nk ikut rentak somi, dan kawan2 somi..we never know kan? at least, we know we'r lucky dpt hubby yg suruh kita pakai, drpd kawen dgn lelaki yg lebih suka bini dia tak pakai..
tapi, we also never know when our time is up.
nasaoji
yah dear, betul sangatkan... insya Allah... atas bimbingan suami, doa family, insya Allah...
Che ta
ushhh asal lak tak mo publish... i take it as advice... ada masanya terpikir jugak benda tu satu kewajipan, and feel sorry jugak suami ku dok menangung dosa ku,kan? yah ur advice sedikit sebanyak membuka mata ku... dan ku bersyukur mendapat suami yang inginkan isteri dia bertudung, can see along's eyes sparking tengok ku bertudung... hahaha sampai sendiri naik segankan... but insya Allah, che Ta pun doakan ok...thanks again for ur advice... ku sangat hargai... ;)kang ku bertudung sayang lebih2 ok... hahaha just joke alrite...
hehe no lah, bab gini kdg2 ada org sogan pulak,tanak la kaklong terasa ati ke apa, mak abak pun tak penah ckp apa kan, like, takde nk pandang semcam just because you'r 'different' ku pun penah kena dulu dengn sedara sendiri, pi rumah tegor pun idak, mkn pon tak join, just because aku tak tutup and her pakai tudung labuh, wat the fish!!
che ta
Alhamdulilla sbb bersyukur Mak abak ok...even me syukur jugak, you pun tak pandang ku pelikkan... hahah... ermpasal tu mmg selalu kena, ada je sedara2 ku pandang siap perli2. so kalau yang tu dah biasa sangat kena... hehehe...poor mak and abak jugak la, rasa bersalah jugak when sedara ada yang tanya mak abak bila ku nak bertudung, but mak jawab dengan tenang... and buat ku terharu... sob sob... kang dah pakai tudung, ku posing depan diorg nanti... hahaha... wanna join? hehehe *dush dush* tumbuk muke sendiri
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